My simple LiFe

Father's Day without Dad

2009-06-21T08:30:00.000-07:00

Today is the first time in my life I cant celebrate Father's Day wit my Dad.
I cant see my Dad, I cant talk to my Dad, I cant hear my Dad's voice anymore.

I really would like to say "Dad, Happy Father's Day. I Luv U!!"
But now, I dun even hav tat chance anymore. God does not giv me a chance to say it for the 2nd times to my Dad. God is too fast take my Dad to His beside.

I think a lot of ppl will celebrate the Father's day wit their luvly Dads. But not for me, I juz can see n envy to them coz I cant celebrate or even call back home to say Happy Father's day to my Dad.

However, I will say it here, n I hope my Dad will see or hear me.
"Dad, Happy Father's Day! I really really really LOVE U!! U r the BEST Dad tat I ever had. I'm really proud to be ur daughter. I really thank to God coz U is my Dad. I never regret to be born in tis family. Coz U n Mom who r the one create tis family. Although God takes U to His beside too fast, Although we cant create more memories together wit u, but we really ever had happy n nice moments together before. I will keep it in my heart n my mind forever. So, I will always know n feel tat Dad is always beside me. Will always protect us n support us... Coz I know tat Dad LOVE us so much, same as we LOVE U so MUCH!!! Do u hear me Dad?? Do u see me from the heaven?? I know u do rite??"

The BEST photo wit Dad. I MISS U, Dad!!

Hari-Hari tanpa Papi terasa begitu hampa

2009-06-13T10:00:00.000-07:00

Hari hari tanpa Papi dirmh terasa hampa.
Smua berbeda. smua ud ga sama.
Apa yg mesti kami lakukan?
kenapa Papi msti pgi tb2?
kenapa smua ini harus terjadi?
kenapa hidup ini bgitu ga adil?
kenapa?? kenapa??
bgtu byk pertanyaan didlm pkran, tpi smua ga bisa terjawab.
apa yg bisa dilakukan kcuali menerima smuanya..
tpi g ga sanggup. bnr2 ga sanggup. smuany dtg terlalu tb2.

Papi pgi terlalu buru2, tnpa mengatakan spatah katapun.
Tanpa menyampaikan kata2 terakhr bt kami.
Tanpa menunggu kami bt meliatny yg terakhir kali.
G ga rela.. bnr2 ga rela...
Tpi apa daya, smua ud terlambat. smua ud terjadi..
apa yg bisa dilakukan slaen menyalahkan hidup ini yg begitu tidak adil.

G tau Papi ga ingin meliat kami yg bgtu lemah.
Tpi kami bnr2 ga sanggup merelakan Papi bt kesisi Tuhan.
Terlalu cepat. terlalu tb2.
Kami msh perlu Papi..
Kami ingin Papi disisi kami.
Kami bnr2 berharap smua ini hanyalah mimpi.
Kami ingin cpt2 bgn dri mimpi buruk ini.
Tapi knapa kami ga bisa bgn??
Kenapa kami msti ttp hidup dlm mimpi yg menyakitkan ini??
Kenapa ya Tuhan??
Jawablah smua pertanyaan kami ini...

Hamba-Mu ini ga ingin apa2.
Smua bole ditukarkan. smua bole diambil.
Tapi jgn ambil Papi.
Kami ingin Papi.
Kami kangen akan Papi.
Kangen akan wajahnya.. kangen akan senyumanny.. kangen akan suarany...
n kangen akan smuanya...

Bgtu byk kenangan akan Papi, bgtu byk barang2 yg prh dipake Papi,
gmn kami bisa melupakan smuany??
smuany msh tersimpan dg baek di dlm hati n pikiran kami.
tpi kini smuany cma lah tggl kenangan.
kenangan indah yg kemudian menjadi menyakitkan bt kami stiap kali tersirat dlm pkran.

Apa yg mesti kami lakukan?
tanpa Papi smuany bnr2 berubah.
Mami uda ga sama, Mami sring kali ngs tiba2.
Mami lbh byk murung, menjadi kurus, n ga bisa tdr dg baek.
Ko2 msti tb2 menjadi kepala kluarga, tanggung jawab yg besar tb2 msti ditanggungnya.
Cece2 smua sedi n tiap kali mengatakan mrka trasa dlm mimpi.
Smua ga bisa menerima.
Smua ga menyangka.
Tpi smua ud terjadi.
Smua ga bisa diubah.
Kami hanya bisa menerima, walau ini smua terlalu ssh.

期待你的爱

2009-04-11T03:00:00.000-07:00

歌曲：期待你的爱
歌手：林俊杰

my life 一直在等待
my life yi zhi zai deng dai
My life always waits for something

空荡的口袋
kong dang de kou dai
Just like an empty pocket

想在里面放一份爱
xiang zai li mian fang yi fen ai
Wish that my heart can let out some love

why 总是被打败
why zong shi bei da bai
why am I always defeated

真的好无奈
zhen de hao wu nai
I really can do nothing else

其实我实实在在
qi shi wo shi shi zai zai
However, I am here for real

不管帅不帅
bu guan shuai bu shuai
No matter if I am handsome or not

想要找回来自己的节拍
xiang yao zhao hui lai zi ji de jie pai
I want to search back my own rhythm

所以这一次
suo yi zhe yi ci
That’s why this time

我要勇敢大声说出来
wo yao yong gan da sheng shuo chu lai
I want to say it out loud bravely

期待期待你发现我的爱
qi dai qi dai ni fa xian wo de ai
Waiting, waiting for you to find my love

无所不在我自然而然的关怀
wu suo bu zai wo zi ran er ran de guan huai
There’s nothing else, I’m genuine but my sincerity is overlooked

你的存在心灵感应的方向
ni de cun zai xin ling gan ying de fang xiang
Your existence is my heart’s inspiration, my responses’ direction

我一眼就看出来
wo yi yan jiu kan chu lai
My eye can see through

是因为爱
shi yin wei aiIs
because of love

我猜你早已发现我的爱
wo chai ni zao yi fa xian wo de ai
I guess you have found my love since the beginning

绕几个弯越靠近越明白
rao ji ge wan yue kao jin yue ming bai
Turning around some corners, the closer it gets the more can understand

不要走开
bu yao zou kai
Don’t want to walk away

幸福的开始就是放手去爱
xing fu de kai shi jiu shi fang shou qu ai
The start of happiness is that of setting the love free

Ps: 期待你的爱

Crazy + Happy Time

2009-03-31T23:30:00.000-07:00

Today, I had a PIIT meeting wit nek laur n husin. (N nobody know where's Arie, coz he din come to the meeting, even husin who stay the same house wit him also dunno where's him =.=" ) Ok, since nek Rita n nek Susan din hav any place to go, then they followed us to go into the discussion room. haha
N then wat's the 1st thing tat husin mentioned before we had a meeting?? 'Dun gossiping!!" hahahaha u know why he always mention tat? coz, everytime we had a meeting, we always had other things to talk which were not related to our topic. So, we always waste our time in gossiping other things. :P But, today.. we r not juz gossiping as usual, but we did more than tat. U guys know wat's tat?? hahaha
See below...
Nek Rita.. the one who started taking pic n being narcissism... hahaha

N followed by tis... haha

N OMG!! being narcissism using someone's handphone was not enough.. nek Rita then suddenly set her pic wit susan as wallpaper in nek Laur's Hp. My God!! hahaha

N then... tis was the only guy in tat room. Who juz could shake his head when he saw us taking pics. hahaha Virus of narcissism from nek Rita was spreading so fast. so, those below r the victims of the virus... haha

N here r the group of narcissism... hahahaha

Again??? :P

Husin: "Hoii... meeting oi, meeting!!" hahahahaha

Ok, finally we finished our meeting on 3.30 pm. N then me, nek Laur, n nek Susan suddenly planned to go to spring. Since both of them wan to cut thier hairs then I juz followed n accompanied them.

Waiting in the salon for almost 1 hour. Felt very sleepy n boring.. coz, the magazines in the salon r all in the chinese. =.=" So, I was juz waiting n listening to my MP3 while doing use cases for my project.
N after they finished, we went to Secret Recipe!! Yay!! Chocolate Banana cake I'm coming... hahaha

Below is Nek laur in her new hair style. nice?? hehe

Taraaa... cake is coming.. yummy!!

Susan ordered Oreo Cheese cake... quite nice oo..

Nek Laur's one... Blackpepper Lamb pie... it's nice!! But.... after finished, I juz know tat's lamb pie.. Yaks!! N suddenly I felt my stomach was not really well. hahaha

N here... mineeeee.... Chocolate Banana cake.. Wuiih!! It's really nice.. really nice oo.. try it!! haha already wan to eat it for such a few days.. then finally today I ate it!! hahaha so happy!! ^ ^

We started to being narcissism again... hahaha btw, nek Susan what r u doing behind me??

I juz wanna take a pic of me n my chocolate banana cake.. Yeah.. yeah.. Juz me n the cake.. hahaha not including u. Aaarggh!!

N now juz can including u here... hahaha
Hahaha Nek Laur nice or not??
Nek Susan n her cake...
N last... Me n my chocolate banana cake.. yummy!! hahaha
Wuiih.. got my name in the cake oo.. nice?? >__<

Cake... cake... Yummy!!! >_<

2009-03-28T14:30:00.000-07:00

Ok, in tis post I will talk about Cakes... everything cakes!! Yummy!!! Hahaha

Why I wan to talk about cakes?? coz last holiday, when I went back to my hometown, I ate a lot of cakes... especially bday cakes. haha U know why?? Coz since my 2nd sis wanna learn on how to make bday cakes, then she tried to make bday cakes for my bro, my 3rd sis, my dad, n for me too. haha I got help her too, since I was enjoying help her in decorating the cakes. >_<

Tis was a Chocolate Ice Cream Bday cake for my Bro.. Ice cream oo.. Yummy!!! It really tasted nice... But, we really spent much time in decorating it since the ice cream was easy melt.
The decoration was really simple rite?? haha
My Bro n his son "Yang2"...

N tis was a bday cake for my 3rd sis, We decorated it wit whipped cream.. N it tasted nice... hehehe Ah ya.. actually my bro oso got help us in decorating tis cake. He is quite good n expert too.. hahahaha

My 3rd sis.. N again wit Yang2... hehe So sweet... =)

N tis was a bday cake for my Dad... Looks elegant rite?? I luv it. ^^

At first, juz me n my 2nd sis who doing the decoration. But, suddenlly my dad came n wanted to try too. Coz, he felt so 'geram' n wanted to try... hahaha really so funny!! But at last, we asked my bro came n helped us in decorating it, coz we din hav any ideas on how to decorate it again. hahaha
Taraaaaa......... Nice, nice??

After cut, Wuuiih... inside got blueberry jam too.. Yummy.. >_<

My Luvly Dad, Mom n Yang2... I luv tis pic so much..

N Us... hehe But, so sad my 1st sis n bro in law n thier son r not inside tis pic. Coz, they all stay in Hongkong. T.T

N here... Tis was mine.. hehe Cutie "Frog" bday cake... Kawaiii ne... hahaha Again, thanks sis!!

Wit pineapple jam inside...

Me n Luvly Yang2... Peaceee... hehehe

N here r the cakes tat I made when I was in my hometown... During my holiday, sometimes I felt so boring at home so I tried to make myself busy by learning on how to make cakes. N of course wit my Sisters n my Mom guidance. hahaha So, I should thanks to them... hehe

1st cake tat I made... I think u guys ever saw it in my previous post rite?? haha

N here r the Chocolate biscuit tat I made for valentine's day... Love.. Love.. haha My mom helped me a lot. Thanks mom!!

Before...

After...

N after packaged... Susan n her bro said tis biscuits tasted nice oo.. N susan said she wanna the recipe. haha feel happy to heard it. thanks nek.. hehe

N here r the 1st cup cakes tat I made for my family n Susan in the valentine's day... My Mom said it's so nice... So happy when I heard it. hehehe

After... Kawaii?? hehe Full of love... suitable for valentine rite?? haha But, I tell u the truth... those cup cakes r really so sweet... hahaha

Yang2 wit the Cup cakes after packaged...

N here r the 3rd times I made cup cakes... (The 2nd times one I din take pic of it) hehe My 3rd sis n 2nd sis helped me a lot in decorating it since I was too tired already. thanks sis!! hehe

I made these cup cakes one day before I came back to Kch. The purpose was to make for Nek Laur n my other friends.. Tis time was full of Chocolate one... So nice... haha wanna make some for my 1st sis next time when she come back to my hometown. hehehe

Ok, Tat's all. Do u guys enjoying the cakes??? Pls dun lick ur computer screen oo.. hahaha

I wanna learn on how to make cakes again next time... It's really fun!! really oo... hahaha N u can feel very happy n satisfy when other said ur cakes r nice. haha

New trend in FB

2009-03-28T01:25:00.000-07:00

Guys, do u think tat tis few weeks a lot of our friends or maybe including U n Me hav followed a new trend in the Facebook?? haha Since a lot of ppl including my friends hav switched their social networking in Friendster to Facebook. Ok, maybe I couldnt say 'switch' since their Friendster accounts r still exist. hahaha But, mostly of my friends or maybe including me din open the Friendster accounts for such a long time already. =P
Do u know why?? coz a lot ppl find tat Facebook is more fun than Friendster. There r a lot of features or applications tat we could find in Facebook but not in Friendster. Ok, maybe Friendster has trying hard to change their features or applications as like Facebook. But, I din see tat their changes make it more fun like the Facebook. =P Wah, I feel tat I'm so bad. haha

Ok, we back to the topic. Do u guys know wat's the new trend in Facebook tat I mean?? A new habit tat make a lot of our friends sign in their accounts at home, sch, lab, library or even in the class. haha which spent our time on everyday, every hour or even every minute.. hahaha Ok, the answer is Quizes!! Now, a lot of ppl make quizes in the Facebook. Any kind of quizes such as about life, friends, personality, love, or even those funny quizes like 'When will u die?' or 'Which Twilight guy should u date??' Hahaha really such funny quizes. But, by answering those quizes, it really can release my stress although for a while. Don u think so?? ^___^

Here r the results of quizes tat I ever answered. Some of the quizes tat I answered r in Indonesia language too. N There r a lot of funny results tat I get, but I think some of them r quite true oso. haha

"What disney character are you?" quiz and the result is: Cinderella - You'll do any thing for friends wih all the love there is inside you. you love dressing up and have many great friends you value so much.
-->> Yay!! Cinderella?? So where is my Prince?? hahaha

"Which type of woman are you?" quiz and the result is: Lovely Lady - You are lovely and caring. You help others and spread out a lot of sympathy. Your life aim maybe is to serve the people. But your weakness is that you forget about yourself, your own needs. All your time is hold back for your friends and family. You are always there for people in trouble. Ready for any emergency. You make a lot of sacrifices just to be a good human. But every woman has her needs, her longings and a destiny. Don't loose yourself in work or curing other people's souls. You will have your own problems in your life. Another problem is that you don't say your opinion when it's right and important to say it. People trample onto your soul if you are always so kind and lovely and helpful. They will play on you. Though you should try to relax more and enjoy your life, you should not loose the gift that was given to you to help others . Not everyone is created this way... You are uniqe and rare!
-->> Am I?? haha

"What flavor are you..." quiz and the result is: Vanilla - You're a calm and quite person ,people will admire you in the first sight . but sometimes you can be wild..
-->> Really??? I can be wild as well?? hahaha

"How many kids will you have?" quiz and the result is 8 kids!
-->> Wow!! Really a lot... hahaha Then I should learn of how to take care of them.. or else maybe I must marry wit a millionnaire guy, so can ask babysitters to take care of them. hahaha

"WHAT DO PEOPLE THINK OF YOU AT FIRST SIGHT?" quiz and the result is: you are funny :) - People like you as soon as they see you! You look sincere and trust worthy!
-->> Am I such a funny person?? hahaha

"Warna Apakah Kamu?" quiz and the result is: Biru.. - Seseorang yang suka akan ketenangan, loe adalah seorang yang cinta damai. Namun setiap kali pertengkaran terjadi, loe sedih banget. Kadang-kadang pun loe sampe cengeng karena udah gak tahan lagi. Bisa dibilang, loe sedikit pendiam. Inilah mengapa terkadang pendapat loe jarang diterima, namun hebatnya loe bisa bertahan dan terus setia.
-->> Yup!! I like peacefulness. =) N I admit tat I'm such a crying baby too. >.<>

"Who Is Your Soulmate?" quiz and the result is Belongs With Someone With Class - Your future lover should be someone with class. You belong with someone polite and never afraid to admit their mistakes. They will help you see the good in life and appreciate everything.
-->> Haha Is it??

"SEBERAPA EMOSIONAL KAH ELO?" quiz and the result is PENYABAR BANGEET!! - lu tuh emang T O P dah. penyabar. lu bisa nerima semua keadaan dengan sabar. ga pake emosi. semua orang pasti tenang dideket lu. pertahanin itu. jangan sampe jadi orang yg emosian. ok?
-->> Am I such a patient person?? Hmm.. I dun think so.. hahaha

"Lo sahabat yang baik apa bukan" quiz and the result is: lo emang sahabat yang baik - lo bisa memahami gimana keadaan diri lo dan sahabat lo, dan bisa mnyeimbangkan keadaan kalian.
-->> Am I?? Juz u guys know it.. haha

"What is the name of the guy you will marry..."quiz and the result is: Alan - This guy is some hunk he is very sensitive though so don't get too agressive give him some space..
-->> Wat?? ALan?? who is him?? hahaha

"Which color is your aura?" quiz and the result is: yellow - Yellows are the sunniest, happiest and most childlike personalities in the color-spectrum. "All I want to do is have some fun!" is a song which is a wonderful representation of Yellows and shows their easy going, light and sunny character. These playful people have a wonderful sense of humor. They love to laugh and intimately enjoy life from many different angles. They advocate relaxation, the pure joy of life and live spontaneously. They are always reminding other people to not take life too seriously and to always look on the bright side. Life and work should both be enjoyed.
-->> Yeah.. I love to laugh. Hahahahaha But.. Am I enjoy my life?? hmm...

"What Is Your Japanese Name?" quiz and the result is: if your a girl your name is:Ai if your a guy your name is:Ren - Ai means love and affecton and your full of love so Ai suits you best:)And Ren means romance and love, thats cool cause chicks dig romantic guys :)
-->> Wuiih... "Ai" is really a nice name... I love it!! ^__^ Ai in mandarin means Love too. hehe

"What kind of tree are you?" quiz and the result is: oak - full of power, you are a mighty oak. you can be a thousand years old.
-->> I can live for a thousand of years?? Oh my... haha

"Are u in love?" quiz and the result is: you love him - you love him i say girl marry him and whatever you do dont lose him.
-->> Waaah.... *shy

"What age will you be when you get married?" quiz and the result is: 27 - you will get married when you are age 27..
-->> Hmm... still hav 6 years to go... hahaha

"What kind of smile do you have?" quiz and the result is: Bright Smile - With one smile you brighten everybodys day. You are very unique. People feel comfortable around you. You are giving and kind to others. happiness is in your heart to stay.
-->> Yes!! I wanna brighten anyone around me everyday wit my smile. =)

"What is the first letter of your soulmate?" quiz and the result is Your soulmate's name starts with an A!
-->> Wew!! A for Alan??? Hahahaha

"What kind of person are you?" quiz and the result is You're charming - your charming and you arent annoying you find dates often and are nice to others.you should keep this up.
-->> Hmm.. again, Am I?? haha

"What's your life description?" quiz and the result is Caring, Optimistic - You find it necessary to make everyone and everything around you feel just fantastic. You really know how to lift people's spirits.
-->> Wah... I really can lift people's spirits?? hahaha I really hope so...

"What kind of husband/wife will you be?" quiz and the result is Great husband/wife - Your gonna satisfy your partner and make them the happiest person in the world.
-->> I wish it!!!

"Which Twilight Guy Should You Date?" quiz and the result is Emmett Cullen - You want a guy who loves cars and you. OMG! too bad hes immortal. well theres a way to fix these things. hes super cute so live up....Rosalie wont mind too much.
-->> My God!! Why not Edward Cullen?? hahaha I juz wanna him.. >.<

"The mood for you!" quiz and the result is Happy! - You are an exciting person. Everyone loves to be around you because your mood is always good.
-->> Ok, but not 'always' I think. haha

"If you were RICH, what would you be doing?" quiz and the result is Enjoying Family vacations - You enjoy your family time as quality time and especially with more money in the bank. You are definitely going to enjoy family filled vacations. For the best prices without having to be rich you can plan your vacations @ www.RasberryTravels.com for the perfect trip less than costs @ other websites.
-->> Wuiih.. I hope it will come someday!! Coz I luv my Family...

"Who will you marry?" quiz and the result is Prince Charming - Seams you have done everything right and you will end up with your prince!
-->> Haha Since I'm charming then I will marry wit Prince charming too?? hahaha

"Why Do People Like You?" quiz and the result is Great Personallity! - People Like You Because You Have A Fantastic Personallity, Your Soo Bubbly And Love To Have Good Laugh. Your A Great Matee!
-->> Do I hav a great personality?? hmm...

"What is your real age?" quiz and the result is 14 years old.
-->> Wow! So young... hahaha

"What Color Is Your Heart?" quiz and the result is pink - The Pink Heart is compassionate, empathetic, imaginative, sensitive, mystical, spiritual, dreamy, passive, easy-going, idealistic, visionary, inspirational, accepting, undiscriminating, charitable, believes in soul growth, self-sacrificing and artistic. They can also sometimes be distracted, detached, illusory, impractical, gullible, neglectful, escapist and lazy..
-->> Yeah.. I'm imaginative, sensitive, dreamy, n passive too.. >.<

"Are you childish?" quiz and the result is Less adult-ish - You like to seem mature and knowing a bit here and there of everything, but with your family or friends (people you feel comfortable at) you open up and your childish site can shine out, you may like some games and hanging out with friends.
-->> Yeah.. it's quite true.

"How do you look at life ???" quiz and the result is realist - you look at the world in a realistic way, you are strong minded, your goal in life may be to have a good job start a family and try hard for your children?
-->> Hmmm....

"The Simple Truth??" quiz and the result is loving angel - You are a Loving Angel, that takes everyone underneath your wing. You are always there for the people you know and even the people you just met. You are the type of person everyone loves!.
-->> Waah.. I hope I'm like wat it says. haha

"How romantic are you???" quiz and the result is you are really romantic - kamu memang sangat romantis.kamu dapat merayu orang lain bagai mana caranya cari orang yang sama romantis. maka kamu akan saling mencintai.
-->> Hahaha.. Am I really a romantic person??

"SEBERAPA TINGKAT KEDEWASAAN lo?" quiz and the result is MATURE ENOUGH ! - lo masih agak labil , belum kuat sepenuhnya , hidup lo yang banyak cobaan itu , mgkn ada yang bisa bikin lo sedih bgt , tapi ga dalam waktu yang lama , karena lo bisa menyadari kalo hal itu ga akan bikin sesuatu yang uda terjadi akan berubah , so , kamu akan move on , dan ga pduli apa kata orang . hati lo uda cukup kuat , tapi perasaan lo masih sehalus kapas , jadi , jangan melihat masalah dari sisi negatifnya aja ! sisi positif dari maslah itu juga harus lo liat!
-->> Yeah!! It's really true... I need to move on.

"Whats the first letter of the person you will fall in love with?" quiz and the result is M.
-->> N then who's tis person wit M letter?? haha

"Are u in love?in Crush?or just friends...?" quiz and the result is In Loooove - U love that Person ....and u realy should tell him that before it's to late.
-->> Hmm.. Shud I??

"Waktu kamu kecil, anak seperti apakah kamu?" quiz and the result is Kamu anak yang PENDIAM - sssttt... dulu kamu itu sama sekali nggak punya obsesi atau motivasi akan jadi apakah kamu nanti. sikap kamu yang pendiam bikin orang tua kamu jadi cuek banged sama kamu. mulai sekarang berubahlah dan menjadi orang yang aktiv!
-->> Yeah.. it's quite true. but, my parents never ignored me before...

"Apakah kamu mengenal dirimu?" quiz and the result is cukup mengenal diri loe - lumayanlah... dah tau baik buruknya tentang diri loe.. dah bisa membawa diri lebih baik kedalam situasi manapun.... good job!
-->> Wah.. Do I really know n understand myself??

"Udah tau cara bikin gebetan suka juga ama lo?" quiz and the result is Excellent! yea, lo bener2 tau gimana cara bikin dy suka ama lo! - lo ngasi perhatian, tp ga berlebihann, waktu dy udah mulai tertarik ama lo.. lo malah ngejauh, bkin dy penasaran. emang sih, strategi ini ga berlaku buat setiap orang, tp rata2 ini berhasil bgt. good luck!
-->> Hmmmm... Haha

Ok, tat's all!! I really hav tried a lot of quizes, rite? N I think I wanna try some more. hahaha
Wanna know urs?? Then try it... It's quite fun.. really!! hahaha

Wonderful 21st Birthday celebration

2009-03-20T21:00:00.000-07:00

Singkawang, Indo.

My Chinese Birthday, 25th Feb 2009

Waah.. since for a long time already I din celebrate my chinese bday wit my family in my hometown. Luckily, tis year I could celebrate wit them before I came back to Kch again. =)

Felt happy although there was juz a very simple bday celebration. My 2nd sis made a cake for me... (I got help her too, since it's quite fun for me...) hehehe U know wat cake tat she made for me?? A 'Frog' bday cake wit pineapple jam inside. Since I luv 'Frog' so much (Of course not the real one, k! Haha ), then she planned to make it for me. Wuuuiih... I was very happy, thanks so much sis!! N thanks to my Dad n Mom who gav me an 'Angpao' n 2nd, 3rd, n 4th sis who gav me bday presents. n oso to my bro who treat me eat. n to my future bro in law who made 'Nasi Kuning' for me. Thanks a lot... I luv u all!! hahaha

Below r the pics tat I took wit my sis n my nephew 'Yang2'... Miss him so much... >.<

Kuching, 14th March 2009

Birthday Celebration at Home (BBQ Party)

I celebrateed my 21th Bday at home on last Saturday, 14 March 2009. Actually my bday is on 18th March 2009. But, since it's on Wed, n I will not hav time to prepare for the party, then I juz made it a bit faster. I had invited 30+ of friends who majority of them r indonesian. There was juz a small bbq party wit some funny games. However, I really enjoyed n felt happy on tat nite.

Yummy!!

Jelutong's Head of Chef... hahaha

Busy.. busy talking... hahaha

Busy preparing for the bbq... thanks for the helps ooo... N thanks to my luvly Nela, nek Laur, nek Susan, n Merry for helping me preparing for the other foods. N thanks to Wien who drove us to sunday market for buying things for the party. N thanks to Ko2 Yanto n Iman who already borrowed us a car. Thanks a lot!!

Hahaha.. see pic below, wat's wrong wit husin?? wanna fight wit nela??? hahaha
N wat'r they doing?? looks so busy... doing assignment during party??? hahaha

Taraaa... tis was my bday cake!! So big rite?? tis was the biggest cake tat I had in my bday!! Thanks guys... It's so nice!! N the message on the cake really made me so touch... Hiks! Thanks so much...

See... I was so happy!!!

Took pics wit my luvly friends...

Giving the 1st cake to the girls in the party...

After eating, we continued wit small funny games. Everyone sat around n had fun together...

Both of them r the winners of the King n the Queen in White's Day. Congrats oo.. hehehe

N tis is the last pic tat we took after the party finished... Thanks Chee Siang for helping me on tat nite!! Nice pics oo.. =) N thanks guys for coming to my party.. thanks for the wishes, presents n everything!! Really really thanks... Tis was be a wonderful bday celebration wit u all!!

Pizza Hut, 18 March 2009

N taraa... finally my bday come... Wat I was doing on tat day???

Hmmm... going to sch like usually, although there was no classes for tat day, but I went to sch for discuss the PIIT n Project subjects wit my friends. N finished on 5.30pm, April n Wien fetched us n we went to Pizza Hut at town. Had a dinner wit my housemates n took some pics there... =)

N at the nite, around 11+, there was another surprise from Yee sin n Jeremy again. They brought a small blueberry cheese tart wit a candle.. thanks guys!! Really so touched... >.<

N here r the presents tat I received in tis year... Thanks so much oo.. I luv them!!

Ok, tat's all!! C yaaaaaaaaa...............

Ps: There's not much time left..

Really wanna stop the time when there's juz between U n Me.

2009-01-26T05:40:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR
Gong Xi Fa Chai
Enjoy ur celebration in the year of the Ox!!
All the BEST!!!
^ ^

2009-01-06T13:19:00.000-08:00

I miss u...

really miss u... everyday, every hour, every minute n second.

If I can, I really wan to tell u. Tell u how much tat I'm missing u.

Sometimes feel dun wan to care anything, juz describes n shows wat I feel.

But I cant. I'm juz too weak.

Although I'm so pain here, but I prefer to pain alone rather than hurt other ppl.

I juz cant being so egoist. n Sorry for being so weak...

"If love hurts, then love some more.. If love hurts some more, then love even more, If love hurts even more.. Then love till it hurts no more..." by Gino Jalbuena

2009-01-06T09:48:00.000-08:00

I wan to run away, but I cant. I know run will not be the solution.

But, I'm juz too tired... tired of everything. Tired of facing tis life.

I know I'm egoist. I'm so emo.

Sometimes it's really hard to control my emotion. I feel tat my blood so easily pull up to my head n anytime can break out.

Where is the place tat I can go?? Who is the one I can crying on??

Why life must be so hard?

I juz cant understand n tired to understand...

First Cake tat I made...

2008-12-30T17:09:00.000-08:00

Last sunday was the 1st time I made a cake by myself. From preparing the ingredients until baked the cake but of course wit my sisters guided me too. If not, I dunno how my 1st cake will look like. haha So, thanks to my 2nd n 3rd sis... next time guide me again oo. until I'm satisfy wit my skill. hahaha

Actually, tis cake was for husin, since he said maybe he n the other friends would come to singkawang on sunday, then I planned to giv him a small surprise for his coming bday which is on tues. But, he could not come on tat day, so I told him tat u r unlucky to try my cake. But, I took the pic of the cake so tat he still can enjoy the cake through the pic. hahaha

On tat sunday, I woke up around 6, n preparing the ingredients n baked the cake. The cake was ready around 8 sth. N tis is how my cake looks like....

A bit ugly.. huh! haha

After tat I poured the chocolate to cover the whole cake.

N Taraaaaaaaaaa...... finally, the whole cake was ready around 10 sth. After decoration, tis is how my first bday cake tat I made... Nice??? hahaha

Hmm... since tis was my first time, then I quite satisfied wit it. But, I felt a bit disappointed too, becoz still got sth wrong wit my cake (San, u r the one who know it, rite?) haha But, it's ok.. coz if got 1st time, then it will hav the 2nd time, 3rd, 4th n the next.. next... next.... Must learn how to make a nice cake. Gambate!!! Ok... next target... Make a bday cake for Bro on next sunday!! Jia You!! hahaha

Oh ya... I named the cake 'Rainbow Sponge Cake'. hehe

Happy 2oth Birthday Husin...

Hope ur dreams come true!!

N many happy returns of the day too.... ^______^

N tis was the first cake for husin since he said he wanted the first cut for himself. haha nobody eat it oo..

2008-12-24T08:43:00.000-08:00

Miss U..

u....

u.....

u...

u...

u....

& uuuuu.....

Miss everyone...

Miss my friends so much....

How r u guys??

How's the holiday??

>.<

Anyway.. Merry Christmas 2008 for those who celebrate it!!

C ya... Luv u all!!

2008-12-12T01:08:00.000-08:00

Hey guys.. I will go back to my hometown on tis coming saturday which mean tomolooo... Yuhuiii!! Holidayyyy... Yay!! hahaha

Hmm.. I think I will not update my blog very often. However, I will update it when I hav a time. hehe

So, wat do u guys doing during tis long holiday?? hmm.. actually I'm still thinking about my holiday too. haha I think I will be boring since dun hav many things tat I can do during my holiday. Need to find sth to busy wit, so tat I will not feel boring at home. hahaha

Ok, not much tat I wan to say! Juz wan to wish u guys hav a good holiday, Merry Christmas n oso Happy New Year... ^__^

C u guys again next year after holiday. Will be miss u guys so much. Thanks for everything during tis year. I luv u all!! C yaaaaaaaaaaa.......... *muach

Latest pic of us. Taken by chee siang. thanks oo.. we had a nice hang out together. hehe

2008-12-06T01:46:00.000-08:00

Can anyone tell me where's tis place?? Hmmm.. tis looks so familiar rite?? haha

Ok... Let's look closer...

Here...

N here...

Then... U should know where is tis rite?? But do u know from where I took tis pic?? haha

See...

Where's tis??? Wat r we doing here?? haha

Taraaa... the answer is Swinburne library... haha then did u guess correctly juz now?? =P

Ok, last wed I went to swinburne library wit husin, n planned to study together wit our RAM classmates, valentine n Ker sing... since our RAM exam is on thursday, then we wanted to study together for the diagrams.

See.. there'r juz some ppl in the library.. coz most of the students finished their exam papers already. Juz left us.. Huhuhu.. so pity.. >.<
Husin... Look at him, so serious oo... haha

Next Valentine... is he studying or laughing behind the paper?? hahaha

Haha.. ker sing, wat r u doing there?? no need pai seh la.. come.. come.. take pic.. take pic.. =P

Taraaa... finally.. she wanted to take oso.. hahaha Nice pose anyway...

But we really couldn't studying seriously for a long time.

See below, after for a while, then we started to talk sth else.. =P

But, husin was still listening seriously while valentine laughed so happily... hahaha

Wit them, I really felt so happy. They hav a lot of things to talk, then I din feel boring at all. haha thanks friends!! but, next time we should discuss n studying more than talking sth else. hahaha

When we'r talking2, suddenly got a girl carried a big bag came n approached us. We looked at her, n she oso looked at us. At first, I tot she's one of my friend's friend. haha but after for a while we looked at her, suddenly she asked us whether we can speak mandarin or not. N val said (in mandarin): "No.. no... we can't speak, coz we r from Indonesia" =.=" he said can't speak, but he still speak in mandarin too. hahaha so funny...

Then actually the girl is a sales girl who came n promote Red Bull. Hmm.. not bad, at last we got a free Red Bull to drink. haha she oso took a pic of us, hmm.. wat for?? as advertisement?? haha

See.. she said the original n the less sugar one will hav the same power. But, when Ker sing saw behind the cans, the original one has more power than the less sugar one. N Ker sing said:"wat? she lied to us juz now" hahaha

Drink Red bull while studying to increase our power.. hahaha

Red bull advertisement.. hahahaha

Ok, tis is about the next day. After I finished my last exam paper, my friends invited us to go for dinner. Yuhuiii!!! finally I finished my exam.. Now is my holiday time.. hohohoho can do watever I wan. =P

Tis pic below is when we juz reached the 'Jambu' restaurant for dinner. Most of the things there r so classic oo..

April tooks the pic of us, n I took her as well. haha

See.. I can't see her face.. haha but, I like it oo.. see the effect so nice..

Can u see me?? haha

Wuiih.. so nice...April..

Naughty Jeremy... see his eyes. haha

N food time...

I dunno wat's the name. But looks so nice lo.. haha

Jeremy's one.. Oso dunno the name. =P But they said it so nice.

Yee sin's one...

N my one... "British Fish & Chips" n orange juice... Yummy!!

The food there really made me so full. But, we still had a desert to eat. Wat's the dessert?? hmm..

Here...

Taraaa.. Yogurt Cheese Cake for susan. Another b'day surprise for her... actually tis is april's idea, since last time we couldn't spend much n took pics together wit her on last BBQ party. hehehe

Happy or not susan?? hahaha then did u count how many b'day surprises tat u get from us?? =P

Susan n her 2nd b'day cake...

Me n Susan.. Yeee.. finally we took pic together.. hehe

Me, Susan n Merry...

Mer, Me, Susan n April..
Again.. 4 of us.. haha

Wit Jeremy n Yee sin too..

Cut.. cut.. cutting the cake. yummy...

My cake... special oo.. got the chocolate leaf n the 'happy bday' too.. haha

Ok, tat's all for tis post. haha

Eh.. before we went back, I saw a christmas tree there, so nice.. so I took a pic for tat. =)

See... So nice rite???

Since Christmas day is coming soon, then here I wish all of u "MeRRy CHriStmas 2008".

Twilight

2008-12-02T20:03:00.000-08:00

-- TWILIGHT --

For quite a long time already I din go to cinema watch movie wit my friends.
I know I supposed to study n not to go to watch movie... coz my exam is on 4th dec. hehe
But, yesterday.. suddenly April asked us to accompany her to go wit her sis n bro in law.
I think yesterday was the 3rd times I went to cinema in tis sem becoz I was so busy wit my sch works n assignments.
Wuiih... I luv 'Twilight' so much... really such a nice movie for me. :P
The guy in the movie is really a nice guy although he is a vampire wit a pale face n scary eyes. hahaha But I like him coz he is really such a protective n romantic guy.. =P
I luv the time he tries his best to protect the girl in the movie..
Hmm.. wanna get the DVD soon. hahaha
Ok tat's all, juz wan to post the trailer to let u guys see. hehehe
C ya...

Moments tat I ever had in my liFe...

2008-11-30T04:45:00.000-08:00

Ok, I know tat it's a bit too late for post tis. Coz, actually I already promise nek Laur from last 2days to write a new post. hehehe (sorry nek, tapi g ud tepati janji g ne y... jdi jgn nagih2 lage ^__^ ) haha...

So.. wat I wan to say in tis post? hmm.. actually nth much! Last 2days in the morning before I went to sch n had my e-Marketing exam, suddenly I opened my pictures folder n saw my friends' pics which made me flashed back to the past. A lot of pics tat made me miss last time.. the times tat we already spent together. I will show u guys the pics tat I found in my pics folder.

1st pic, tis is when the first time we went to KTS to see them playing basketball. Do u guys still remember tat time?? when we're not too closed yet. But, tat time we really had a nice moment together, isn't it??
I luv tis pic.. =) they look so happy...

Wen... Do they look different? haha

Nah.. tis was one of the best moments tat I ever had wit u guys. Do u guys remember tis?? haha tis pic was taken after we all finished our exam, n we were doing crazy thing in the lift. hahaha taking pic in the lift (from ground floor to 9th floor, n from 9th floor to the 1st floor) while we all pressed the close button in the lift so tat other ppl couldn't go into the lift. =P really such a crazy moment in my life. But tis was so fun oo... haha

Tis was taken in the 'Accounting for Success' tutorial class. Can u guys see who is tis?? haha guess... =P

Rangga..

N tis was taken in the 'Accounting for Success' lecture class. Look at these 2 students, look like so boring wit the class. haha

Husin... haha

Until now i still like tis pic... When we went to Sematan beach for the 1st time.

THree of us.. Miss tis moment.. >.<

N tis was when we'r on the way to the Camp Permai beach. Take pic while the car stopped bcoz of traffic jam. hahaha

N Yee Sin joined us after he finished working. =)

N tis was also one of the crazy things tat we ever done before. haha after met my mom n sis at the airport in the morning, we took pics as usual.. haha see april, she pretended wan to steal the candies.

Me wit susan...

Taking pic wit my Luvly Nela... when I stayed at her house for one nite.

At kenyalang wit April n Jeremy. I miss the time when we always hang out together during the weekend. >.<

At Friendship park in the nite. Luv tis pic so much, coz we look so close to each other.

Another time at the Friendship park too. Taking pics as usual...

N tis pic was taken while waiting my Bro to pick us after we had dinner together in Tunjugah. Wit Yuli n Dewi.. Miss yuli oo.. How r u now??

While had our dinner in tunjugah. Ratna, Sin, n Dew. ^ ^

I luv tis pic so much... taken when we'r waiting the taxi to go to sch for enrollment. haha

First date wit them.. watched movie in the cinema. Tat time we said we wan to hav the 2nd date together again, rite?? then when is it?? I miss tat time so much.. when there's juz three of us.

One for all...

Taken by me... when Jof tried my spec at the cafetaria.. haha

Taken by me too. My luvly bro.. tried his new handphone tat time.

Before we went to Friendship park to celebrate Jeremy's bday.... The best pic tat we ever had.

Eat ice cream at the cafe near their house. I wan the Banana split... hehe

When crazy idea come, then we will doing crazy thing like tis below. Played baloon n took pic while we having break in the Workplace class for 10minutes. hahaha

N tis pic below, taken by april when we had a boring Law lecture class in auditorium.. haha

Played together in their house.

Gave small bday surprise to Jofry last year in my house.

San n Jof...

Haha after BIS presentation, we took pics in the class. while the other groups were still presenting in the class.

Sin...

Sin n me...

At the library... Yuli, rita, me, susan, n lauretha... do u gals still remember tis?? haha

Friends r always beside us, when we need their helps. See pic below, we'r helping each other. when we'r not good in study, my friends will always help us.. taken in husin's room, when we went there to study 'intro to programming' before exam.

When Husin was serious explaining to us, Jof came n disturbing him. hahaha

Tis pic was taken when we'r going to Taman Budaya to help Teddy doing his video assignment.

Me n Wen...

Wit Jof n San...

Sin before acting... haha

Me n jof... took tis without his knowing... =P

Merry n Sha2... cute pic... ^^

San n me... friendship sign.. haha

Remember tat time when they'r busy helping me prepared for my BBQ b'day party. thanks friends.

Wat's he doing?? I hav no idea too.. haha so weird. Do u guys ever think tat tis guy oso can do sth weird like tis? =P Still remember u guys made me cried on my bday. U guys lied to me tat u all couldn't stay until I blow my 19th candles on tat nite.. huhuhu.. so bad. Jeremy helped me a lot on tat nite. Nice pose.. haha
April took pics wit all the girls on my b'day party.

N wit all the guys too.. Look at them, so funny rite?? hehe

Sin wit susan's tie... haha

Sin n wen.. taken by nela..Me wit the guys... (19th B'day party) Me wit the gals...

N tis was about my 20th B'day celebration...

Nia n Vi2.. at Spring food court. Still remember tat outside was raining heavily. haha

Rita, me, Laur, n susan.

Mer, me, nia, n vi2.. Me wit 2 weird rabbits... wakakakaka N had a wonderful b'day dinner wit the other best friends too.

Still remember, there'r 2 of my friends who made me sad coz they din wish me 'happy b'day' when the dinner party. Sin, jeremy.. do u guys remember?? huh.. haha but after tat, they got wish me before went back home. so bad.. haha but, at last I still thank to them, coz I juz wanted their wishes for me. nth much... haha

Wit the gals.... again like usual. haha

N the guys... see jof n sin, hoho I was taller than them. =P

N the last pic, taken after we went back home.. wit luvly mer,susan, n april... ^______^

Ok, tat's all..

Wah.. such a long post.. haha actually there'r still so many pics tat I havent post, but I think it's enough for tis post, I'm so sleepy now.. need to sleep soon. haha

See.. a lot of moments tat we hav spent together. Did u guys still remember?? =)

One more paper to GO!!

2008-11-27T23:08:00.000-08:00

Yes... finally, I juz hav 1 more RAM paper to go now...

Yesterday n today, I juz finished my 2 papers for DBMS n e-Marketing.

How about the results?? Hmmm... dun hav any idea... hahaha

Juz dun wan to think about it. Let it go.. juz wait until the final results come out. =P

I juz hope everything will be fine. For me n for all of my friends too...

Since last nite until today I hav a very bad headache. =( make me so suffer in the exam room. Can't think well since I felt my head so heavy... haizz...

I think I need to take enough rest since tis few days I din hav enough sleep. Exam always make the students suffering... haha

Ok, I still hav 1 week study preparation before the RAM test. Juz hope I can prepare well for it.

Coz as we know, most of the students will feel lazy especially for the last paper. haha

Ok, juz hope tat will not happen to me.. =P

Gud luck for all my friends who will having exam tomolo n 3D presentation too!! All the best friends!! ^___^

6 days before the 1st paper!! OMG!!

2008-11-21T22:00:00.000-08:00

Waaa... final exam is really coming soon.

Now, 6 days to go...

Uuuh.. I'm still not ready yet!! Really... >.<

Until today, I still hav no mood to study...

Always falling asleep when I really wan to study. OMG!!!

Who can encourage me to study?? I really dun hav much time anymore...

Huhuuhuuu..... Gambate riyaN!!! U can de.. n u must can........ JiaYou!! FOr everyone too.. =)

*still dreaming... thinking.. thinking...
wat I wan to do after my final exam?? imagine... hahaha
Ok, no time.. no time... back to study!! =P

'Like' or 'Love'?

2008-11-09T20:24:00.000-08:00

Wat is the difference between 'Like' n 'Love'?

When we like someone, we enjoy having her/him as beside us.

When we love someone, we tend to cry often.

When we like someone, we may not 'love' her/him.

But when we love someone, it is for sure that we 'like' her/him.

When we fall in luv to someone, we'll notice everything about her/him.

Whenever we make a decision, she/he's the 1st person we think of.

We will easily affected by her/him when she/he is sad or happy.

We will miss her/him when she/he is not beside us. Coz, we wish to see her/him in every minute.

Wat in our mind is juz wan she/he to be happy always.

Isn't it??

Then tis is wat we called of 'LOVE'.

2 weeks before final exam!

2008-11-08T11:42:00.000-08:00

Seems like the time really go so fast...

Din realize tat final exam is really coming soon...

But, everybody still has many things to do before the final exam.

Aaarggh.. tis is really terrible!!

All assignments and postings due soon. And I still hav a presentation in the last week before the final exam too. =(

Really need to manage my time properly to study n do my sch works!

Suffers for one more month!! Jia you!! After tat can relax for almost 3 months... hohoho

Everyone... FIGHTING!!!! DO OUR BEST!!! N GUD LUCK!!!

* try my very best to make everything fine like last time.

Goodbye, Buddy...

2008-11-01T23:26:00.000-07:00

Buddy, thanks for being such a good dog.

N thanks for ever come to my life...

Although u leave us first, but u will always stay in our heart.

I luv u..
n Goodbye...

*feeling is so sad.

Can I let the time comes back??

2008-10-28T21:54:00.000-07:00

Everything is change..

It's not the same anymore...

Do u feel it???

If I can let the time comes back.. then everything will not ever be like tis, rite???

But I can't...

Now wat should I do??

Regret wit everything tat I hav done??

It really hurt me.. hurt me a lot...

Everyone is so stress!!

2008-10-27T16:23:00.000-07:00

I'm at library now..

So tired.. really really tired n sleepy.. .

I'm waiting for husin to fetch me n discuss about out RAM assignment which due on tis coming Friday... =(

At library, so many ppl r busy wit their works. N seem like they r so stress wit everything. Same as me here.. but, I try to not show it out, coz dun wan to be more stress!! >__<

All assignments due soon n final exam is coming soon too... So, no wonder tat everyone looks very stress during tis time.

Really can't imagine my result for tis sem. Juz hope tat I can pass all the subjects. Gambate!!

Swinburne Prom Nite 2008

2008-10-26T14:05:00.000-07:00

Hmmm.. I think it's quite late for posting about the Swinburne Prom Nite 2008. haha

However, I will not talk much in tis post, but juz show the pics tat we hav taken on the Prom Nite to let u guys see, k!

So, enjoy... =D

See.. tis is wat usually girls busy wit before a party.... hahaha

Get Ready!

Nice huh?

4 pretty girls... =D
Included 2 handsome guys??? hahaha

Nah.. princess of the nite... all r pretty oo.. ^__^

Sin n Wen...

Cuuu.. eh.. Susan... hehe

Meeeeeeee.........

I couldn't see clear the performances.. too far.. hiks!

Yummy...

Wen, nice?? haha

Cheers everyone........

^__^ Len n Win..

Me n Susan jelek.. hehehe
Me n Sin

4 of us...

Pretty?? haha

Us..

Which one is the most handsome one?? vote.. vote.. vote.. hahaha
Vivi...

Devi cinta..

Cuciaaan..........

Dharwin... Waah.. so red oo.. hahaha

All of us at tat nite... ^ ^
N me wit many stars behind.. =P

Dessert... wan?? haha

Rose...

Made by Sin.. Nice??

Cool?? haha

N handsome?? haha

Ok.. tat's all.. n for the party on tat nite, one word.. juz 'ok'! hahahaha
Swinburne Prom Nite 'o8

EnD

Children's home

2008-10-24T23:14:00.000-07:00

Recently, I feel wan to go to visit the Salvation Army children's home which is just opposite of Swinburne university.

Actually for long time already, I wan to go there, but always havent find tat chance.

And now, my feeling tells me tat I need to go there...

Most of the children there dun hav parents n maybe they are the kids who are not expected by their parents to be born in tis life.

See.. how pity? Do u ever imagine tat ur condition is the same wit the kids there??
Ur parents dun wan u.. or u even dunno who ur parents r. n u never get parents n family's luv... Can u imagine tat??

Personally, I really thanks to God tat I hav my parents n family beside me when I was born to tis life.. it was mean tat my parents appreciated me as a gift from God. They were waiting me to come to tis life. Although I'm not perfect n not always being a good kid, but I get their luv. They luv me juz the way I am.

So, I wan to share my luv for the kids in the children home too. I wan them to know tat they oso can get luv from the other ppl. Although they never get luv from their parents, but I wan they know tat a lot of ppl wish and appreciate them to come to tis life.

Sometimes, I really dunno why their parents hav the heart to leave them. Wat r the reasons tat let them hav to leave their kids? kids r innocent. They dun need to carry on any responsibility tat caused by adults. Sometimes adults are just too selfish. They dun even care wat r the effects tat will they bring to their kids in their future life. If I think of tis, I feel really sad... why hav these kind of ppl in tis world? Don they hav hearts??

So, I promise to myself, I will try to be a good mother in my future. I wan to giv my luv for my kids as much as I can. I wan they know tat they r the gifts from God which I appreciate the most. I wan to luv them juz the way they r. Hope tat I can do it!! =)

* My friend said he will accompany me to the children home after my final exam.
Really waiting for tat time.. =) hope tat I will hav a nice experience wit the children there!!
Any one of u wan to follow?? hehe

Handsome guy Vs Ugly guy.

2008-10-22T16:12:00.000-07:00

2days ago, one of my friend sent tis funny story to me.. Take ur time n try to read tis.. u will laugh n ur stress will be release even juz for a while. haha

If a handsome guy is quiet,
Girls will say “Wow, cool”
If an ugly guy is quiet,
Girls will say “Nerd”

If a handsome guy is single
Girls will say “He is perfectionist”
If an ugly guy is single
Girls will say ”No wonder, no one wants him”

If a handsome guy does bad things
Girls will say “Nobody’s perfect”
If an ugly guy does bad things
Girls will say “He got a criminal face”

If a handsome guy come to save a girl that is being annoyed by gangsters
Girls will say “He is a gentleman”
If an ugly guy does so,
Girls will say “Those gangsters must be his friends”

If a handsome guy has a pretty girlfriend
Girls will say “They fit each others”
If an ugly guy has a pretty girlfriend
Girls will say “He must used some dark magic to hypnotize her”

If a handsome guy has just been broken up by his girlfriend
Girls will say “You still got me baby”
If an ugly guy has just been broken up by his girlfriend
Girls will say “Pity you”

If a handsome guy is an animal lover
Girls will say “He has a very kind heart”
If an ugly guy is an animal lover
Girls will say “Brothers should love each other”

If a handsome guy drives a Mercedes
Girls will say “Wow cool man”
If an ugly guy drives a Mercedes
Girls will say “Driver, where is your boss?”

If a handsome guy pours drinks for a girl
Girls will say “That’s a real man”
If an ugly guy pours drinks for a girl
Girls will say “He has the sense of a maid”

If a handsome guy doesn’t want his picture to be taken
Girls will say “He afraid his photos to be spread”
If an ugly guy doesn’t want his picture to be taken
Girls will say “He can’t imagine what the picture will be”

If a handsome guy is sad
Girls will say “Let me be your shoulders to cry on”
If an ugly guy is sad
Girls will say “Cry…cry..so crybaby...Are you a man?”

If a handsome guy read this
He will look at himself on the mirror, smile and say“Life is beautiful”
If an ugly guy read this
He’ll be frustrated, prepare for some rope and hang it on the ceiling, and say“THIS LIFE IS TERRIBLE!!”

See.. I din lying to u. It's so funny rite?? however, I think the answers for those questions r quite reasonable lo.. hahaha

Happy Birthday!!!

2008-10-20T15:31:00.000-07:00

Last nite We celebrated Debi a.k.a Dewi's Birthday at Jelutong cs' house.

We gave a very big surprise for her which until make she cried. hehe (Maybe I will talk about it on next time when I hav time to update tis post >.<)

Sorry, for made u shocked n worried my luvly sis. But, hope u had a wonderful small b'day celebration last nite.

We all luv u... *muach ^ ^

This is her b'day cakes... Nice oo..

Debi n B'day cakes.

Cute Mickey Mouse from me n susan.. Present for her! Hope u like it Debi..

However, besides Debi, my friend Laura oso b'day on today.. So, Juz wanna wish u gals..

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY TO Luvly Debi & Laura.................

Hope u gals hav a wonderful B'day today....

Kiss & Hug from Meeee.......................

^_______^

* Tomolo, 21Oct'08 is Susan's Chinese B'day.

So, wish u Happy Chinese Birthday, Susan. Muacchhhhh........

Nice moment in Camp Permai...

2008-10-12T21:13:00.000-07:00

In the middle of our mid sem break, we planned to go to camp permai and stayed one nite there...

Tis was the 1st time we went together wit all of indon friends and stayed over nite in camp permai...

We used 3 cars wit 5 ppl inside each car. So, we'r 15 ppl in total. And we rent 1 cabin which was quite nice and comfortable for us.

I was very excited wit tis planning, coz for so long time already I wan to go somewhere wit them n release our stress.

Anywhere is ok for me as long as I can hang out wit them. Wit them, I will not feel stress.. Wit them, I will feel comfortable n can be myself.. Tat's why I luv them n consider them as my family... >.<
Everyone play.. play... (Except 'someone') Ooopsss.... :P

Red's day... haha
At the beach...
Nice pic... (But.. except 'someone' tat dun wan to see the camera) hahahaha

Sha2.. who looks so happy there... Nice pic sha... :D

Nice pic wen.....

Kawaii...

I like tis pic so much! thanks nek... haha
See... tis is our beach... hahaha
The most funniest pic... Pankun n James or Pankun vs Pankun??? hahaha
We'r not only play2 there.. but we'r also scrubbing used sands to our skins... hahaha
See.. enjoying... haha

N for tis pic... juz one word 'sexy'.. hahaha
I like the background behind us... :P

But we'r not really enjoy on tat nite.. coz everybody was so tired n some were drunk already.. haha

Everybody's waiting for their turn to take shower...

N one pankun was trying to steal sth through the window... haha kidding..
Tis is meeeeee......... (In the room) see.. so many things n messy there..
At the living room... ppl were doing their own business n one girl was pose in front of my camera.. haha
Everyone looks so busy... haha (Nico wat r u doing??wanna fight??) haha
Ooo.. can u see wat r they doing?
Playing Black Jack... haha
Come.. come.. join.. join... :P
After played for a while, we had our dinner... KFC.. KFC... yummy...

N tis is how the ppl usually feel after eating... (Wen, so sleepy is it??) haha

Mer, I wan.... >.< After tat we planned to go to the beach... Tis was the 1st time I went to the beach on the nite, I was so happy coz for so long time already I wan to go to beach on the nite time. But, I couldnt see the stars n the moon on tat nite coz the weather was not good. =(

Felt a bit disappointed too.. we couldnt stay longer there becoz of raining. uuh...

Our shadows... Can u guess, which one is me?? haha

Smoker n drinker?? =P

After went back to cabin...

Nah.. Nel, Sha.. wat magazine tat u gals read?? haha

Again... Planned to play Black Jack again... haha But, now wit the punishment, whoever lose the game, they should drink the beer... haha quite interesting...
See... tis is one of the loser... haha
But, after the games, everybody was so tired n some were drunk already... (one of them was in the pic above) hahaha

So, all the guys were going to sleep... haizz... so sad... =(

(Guys, no more beers for next trip ya... ) haha

See... tis is how the guys slept so well on tat nite where the gals couldn't sleep becoz of .... (Gals.. u know i know... haha)

On 26 Sept '08

Meee again........ haha the person who took shower 1st on tat morning... :P Oh... they r really sisters... haha
Me n Debiiii..............
Me n My Nelaaaaaaaa..........
Me n Cuciaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnn............ hahaha
Again??
Breakfast.. breakfast...
Wah... Grab Mie advertisement??? haha
When the other were taking breakfast, some were still dreaming... hahaha

Gals.. laen kali kta angkat keluar ya... haha

For tis pic, so hard n risky to take it.. see.. the pic's so blurr.. (I think he will kill me if he knows tat I upload his pic in my blog) =P However, I'm not scare... hahaha peace sin......
After everyone took shower n packed our things, we checked out...

Taking pic before go back.. (Mer, San, n Wen)

Too hot?? or too cold?? haha
Uuuh... they din wan to see us.. pretend we were strangers??
Cuciaaaaaaaannnnnnnn n meeeeee...... hehe
3 cars.. I was in the 3rd car.. hehe
Waaah.... I luv tis beach so much..... Pantai Puteri........ Welcome to my beach.... hahaha
Man, Sha came for honey moon?? haha
I really like tis house... my dream house where in front of the house is a beach.. so tat I can see the sea everyday!:D (like the house in the Full house korean drama one. Remember??) haha

These 2 ppl get lost??? >.<
Waah.. they all r going to my house.. welcome... haha (dreaming)

Continue to next destination... haha
Ko2's car...
Iman's car...
Jof in his car... Cool man.. haha
Wuiih.. I like tis pic.. hehe n I like Puteri beach too.. ^__^
After tat, went to 'Beach Seafood Restaurant' for lunch...
View from the restaurant.. so nicee....
Busy..busy.. everyone looks busy..
Busy want to order?? haha
Order or meeting?? Why so serious?? hahaha
When the others busy, we were taking pic.. ^.^
And ehemm.. >.< My bro n future sis in law... haha =P
Looks nice??
Cieeh.. Nico, u looks cool here.. hehe
Crab..crab..crab... Yummy!!
Everyone is busy eating... n me, busy taking pic.. haha
Ok, tat's all for tis post.. tis quite a long post coz I hav uploaded a lot of pics.. need to take quite a long time too for uploading those pics.. >.<

N thanks for those of my friends who went to permai.. thanks for creating such a wonderful memory of my life wit u guys... Luv y!! ^__^

Yuuhuuii n Finally... I finished upload the pics!!hahaha

Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Fitri

2008-10-01T23:05:00.000-07:00

Hii guys........

Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Fitri for anyone of u who celebrate it...

Mohon Maaf Lahir dan Batin yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...................

Pls forgive me if I got do sth wrong wit u guys!!! hehe

^o^

I dun wan to study......!!!!!!!!!

2008-09-30T14:54:00.000-07:00

Stupid DBMS............

Stupid DBMS............

Stupid DBMS............

Stupid DBMS............

Stupid DBMS............
Stupid DBMS............
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaggggggggggrrrrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhhh..............
I hateeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...............
Feel dun wan to study anymore......................
Wan to go back to my hometown...............................
I'm so stress here........................
aaaaaaaaaaaaggggggggrrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhh

Sorry... really sorry!!

2008-09-22T20:55:00.000-07:00

Sorry.. Feel really sorry to someone.

Really really sorry..

I dunno wat I can do n say now. I juz can say sorry to u.

Maybe I really make u angry tis time.

But, pls forgive me. I will try to do not make u angry next time.

Really.. Pls! my feeling is really sad n not good everytime I remember tat I already make someone angry n dun wan to talk wit me.

Anything I can do as long as u forgive me.

Really.. I'm serious now. I'm not kidding..

As long as u dun avoid n dun wan to talk to me. =(

Sorry.......

Chocolate... I need chocolate!!!

2008-09-15T05:35:00.000-07:00

Aaaaaaggggggrhh... I really wan to scream... scream loudly as much as I can...

My mood is really not good now... feel stress... everything is mix up on my mind!!

I hate DBMS subject... today is the beginning of week 6 already.. n I dunno anything about tat subject!! I dun even know how to create the form... T.T I dun like the lecturer, I din catch anything in the class... she really cant explain... n I get zero until today...

Stupid DBMS...

Aaagrrrhhh!! everyday need to think of tis subject... I get sick of tis subject already... really get sick of it!!!! everyday my friend find me n ask about the assignment.. n I feel wan to vomit already...

The 1st assignment already crack our head now... cannot imagine how is our 2nd assignment will be going later...

Uuuuh... must calm down.. I still hav other works n assignments to do... dun bcoz of one subject n make me down... chocolate.. chocolate... I need to find chocolote now to calm down myself!!! T.T

Funny game...

2008-09-14T01:23:00.000-07:00

Juz come back from Jelutong friends' house. Stayed one nite there becoz susan go back to indo n juz will come back on monday. Hav such a wonderful weekend wit them. Thanks ya!! coz all of u r there n I'm not feel boring anymore. =) coz u all I can smile n laugh. (*although Sin n Dew always bully me...)hahaha *peace =P

Juz now we celebrated Iman's bday at their house. (*Thanks Man for the dinner) really nice... =) especially for the sausage.. really yummyyyyyy oooo... hehehe n Happy Birthday again ya!! thanks for everything...

After celebrated, they played a game tat really fun... which is called 'Police' aka 'Polisi2an'. haha

I juz saw them played, coz I dun really know how to play. hehe But, luckily I din join them, coz.. u know wat's the punishment for the lose one?? (*see below) haha

See them.. How their faces look like after finished the game. They played until all of them get punishment. so funny... hahaha (*anyway, wat r u looking at Sin?? n Sha.. u r so cool here. hahaha =P )

Haha.. act cute.. kawaiii nee..
My luvly Nela... see her face.. it's mean tat she got 3 times punishment. haha
Rie.. wat r u doing behind them?? haha
Ellen n Dew..
Haha again.. act cute... =P
N guys.. did u know wat I found in the Husin's laptop?? (*See below)
Zoom..

zoom....

zoom...

Haha See his laptop's background... "Me and Beloved Dear, Yanto and Husin (Pankun & James)'2008". hahahahaha Sin, did u put it by urself?? if yes, then u admit tat u r James lo..hahaha Anyway.. cute pose oo... BleK!! haha

*suppose to sleep now.. I'm very very tired n sleepy..

but not dare to sleep. coz scare I will hav a nightmare later... T.T

Feeling is not so good now.

n one thing tat always on my mind.. am I such a bad girl??

I think I'm being bad... so bad.. until I dunno wat I suppose to do..

Should I'm being honest n selfish?? or should I juz keep it n pretend dunno anything?

Uuhh... =(

Happy B'day Ki..

2008-09-10T19:00:00.000-07:00

I hav no time to update my blog tis few days, coz need to do my sch works n busy meeting wit my friends about our assignments... :( So, now juz can post about Kiki's bday tat already past 3days ago.

U know wat was happen to Ki2 on his bday?? haha I think he had a wonderful bday in tis year. U know why?? coz... (*see below) :P
1st Action: Jelutong cs were trying to kidnap him... can u see tat? so many ppl... haha

Look at Ki2... so khe lian.. hahaha

N can u see the ppl tat already kidnapped him?? look so happy... hahaha (*especially hus2 yg ga berperasaan) :P Ki2 hanya pasrah aja.. kacian...

2nd action: Wat will they do after kidnap the bday guy?? (*See below) OMG!!Wat is tat? hahaha yeah..yeah.. they were trying to paint his body use small brushes.

Look at Ki2's face?? T.T

See.. I think it's more look like a face. Got eyes, nose, n mouth.. hahaha

3rd action: Make up.. make up... good job Sha... hahaha

N finally... jeng..jeng.. This is how the bday guy looks like... hahahaha How come his body become like tis?? hahahaha Anyway, nice hair style Ki.. blue hair also suitable for u!wakakaka :P

Everyone looks so happy... except the bday guy I think... hahahaha

Me, (*half of Nico chen's hand) =.=, Ki2 n Sha2...

N finally... Sing a bday song for the bday guy...

Cut.. cut.. cutting the bday cake... Yummyy... really nice oo!!hehe

Happy Birthday Kiki..
All the best n dun be too naughty ya bro... hahahaha :D

Tired...

2008-09-05T23:05:00.000-07:00

Today feel really tired...

I almost fall asleep in the class tis morning. Not really concentrated wit the lecturer. :(

My whole body is tired now.. feel pain n tired.

N stress come to me exactly when my sensitive time is coming too.

It means tat I'm so weak now. Weak in mental n physical.

Too many things tat need to do. Too many things tat need to think.

So the conclusion is sensitive + stress + pain + tired + many things tat suppose to do + many things tat suppose to think = mentally + physically weak = almost die!!

:(

I need to be strong.. cant giv up so easily!! Tat's wat I always learn...

"Invite others towards good with wisdom. Live life with no excuse and love with no regrets. When life gives you a 100 reasons to cry, show life that you have 1000 reasons to smile. Face your past without regret. Handle your present with confidence. Prepare for the future without fear. Keep the faith and drop the fear."

So, Gambateh riYan!! :)

Uuh.. Sensitive time is coming!!!

2008-09-04T11:19:00.000-07:00

I hate tis.. hate tis so much.... :(

My sensitive time is coming...

Juz becoz of a small thing n I can be so angry... Uuuhh...

Feel so bad... stupid of me... Huks!!

Celebrate Wien's B'day

2008-09-04T02:18:00.000-07:00

Today is Wien's Birthday.. All of the jelutong's friends came to our house to giv a surprise for him. So happy tat All of them could come.. ^^

Can u see tat?? Our room (mine n susan's) which we usually feel quite big now looks so crowded. =.= there r 10 + of ppl inside our room. So tat on tat time we felt tat our room was so small. hahaha N sorry guys, to let most of u sit on the floor. :(

Tis is the b'day guy.. "Wien a.k.a Darwien" ^^

2 B'day cakes.. Fruit cake (From Jelutong cs) n New York Cheese Cake (From me, susan, april, n merry) Yummyyyyyy... :D

N us... So happy tat could take pic together wit them again.. but, iman n jofry were taking pics, so they r not included. :(

Happy 20th Birthday Wien...

All the best in tis year y!!! :P

*Feel so sleepy now.. already 2+AM =.=
Today no class, but I hav 2 meetings..
Need to wake up early too.. hiks!!

DBMS make me so headache... uuh.. :(

2008-09-03T13:19:00.000-07:00

Juz come back from campus.. Today I juz hav 1 DBMS class...
I hate tis class. I dunno wat the lecturer talking about. I dun understand wat she explained. Uuh.. really make me headache n sleepy in the class. All I can remember in today's class juz 'read' n 'write'. :( Coz the lecturer always said these 2 words in the class. Actually I hav extra DBMS lab tis afternoon. But I cant go, coz need to do another sch work n already promise susan to go buy sth later. Tomolo oso cant go for the extra lab, coz hav a meeting for RAM wit husin cs. Uuh..really hav so many things to do. So, maybe I will do the lab exercise on friday lor.:(
I need to do more lab exercises for tis subject, if not I really will be in trouble in the end of sem. Hiks!!! Jia you riyan!!! I can.. n I must can!!

*Happy Belated Birthday for my friend Leo..
n Thanks for the b'day cake ya.. =)
Wish u All the BEST!!

I'm afraid!!

2008-09-02T21:15:00.000-07:00

I'm afraid coz there is not much time left..

Juz count the days until the time we all walk in our own way..

But, one thing tat I know, our friendship will never end..

Thanks for come to my life. All of u r good friends for me..

Feeling is so sad..

2008-09-02T09:50:00.000-07:00

I hav deleted all of my old posts n I hav changed my title of blog too. Juz wan to start write new posts n pour all my feelings here. My feeling now is really not good. Maybe since few days ago.. A lot of things happen tis recently. N I dunno how to describe it.. Juz know tat my heart hurt n feeling is not good. Hope I can feel better today, coz there r still a lot of sch works tat waiting for me to do. I dun wan those things effect my mood to study. :( Must remind myself tat Everything happened for a good reason.

*In the eMarketing tutorial class now..
Dunno wat the lecturer talking about.
Haizz... :(